HATE

I HATE the fact that I'm lonely
                           the stupid cowardice that I couldn't get rid off
                           people who wears the mask of friends
                           the hard shell that is preventing me from releasing myself from this comfort zone
                           the fact that my life is not as awesome as others
                           that I cannot do things I really want to enjoy
                           myself for not being beautiful
                           that I hate & like him
                           that he is ignoring me again
                           that I am a weak slave, always ungrateful
                           that I couldn't be my parents pride and joy
                           that I'm complaining to much

A home where I am loved

BUt the fact is I'm just human.. trying hard to fit in.. but always betrayed.... all I need is some comfort now!